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welcome No one ever followed his genius til it misled him. Though the result were bodily weakness, yet perhaps no one can say that the consequences were to be regretted, for these were a life in conformity to higher principles. If the day and night are such that you greet them with joy, and life emits a fragrance like flowers and sweet-scented herbs, is more elastic, more starry, more immortal,--that is your success. All nature is your congratulation, and you have cause momentarily to bless yourself. The greatest gains and values are farthest from being appreciated. We easily come to doubt if they exist. We soon forget them. They are the highest reality....the true harvest of my daily life is somewhat as intangible and indescribable as the tints of morning or evening. It is a little star-dust caught, a segment of the rainbow which I have clutched. --Henry David Thoreau |
profile There are two words to describe me: 'atheistic' and 'cynical'. Anything else, you'll have to find out by yourself. Don't like it, sue me. And that's the awful truth. |
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I bumped into Doris at the bus stop on Monday. I had no time to talk to her because my bus had arrived. Sad. Why is it everyone looks so smart in their uniform but me? I look so dorky. My skirt is so long and my blouse makes ma look so big! I have good news. According to Ms Vicky, I scored highest in the level for Lit, but Ms Vicky sometimes doesn't have the best of memories. I'm just satisfied that I got A1. It seems I'm excelling in all English subjects. I scored the highest for my English test, and now for Lit too. I'll just have to work on my other subjects, which are extremely lousy. Either I'm getting very low marks, or just average marks. Too bad my compo writing kinda sucks now. I can no longer top the class on that. Sad. // Wednesday, March 21, 2007, 7:11 PM Oh God. I'm so bored. I should be memorising my D&T textbook for the exam now, but I have a terrible headache. Actually, I don't really feel like studying now. I'm totally bummed. Just how many types of friggin plastic is there? Who cares what they are used to make? How in the world does this help me? D&T is a stupid subject, and the teacher just makes you want to sleep. I don't understand how someone could be so old and still teach. He looks 50! My sister is hogging the better computer now, because this one doesn't have Word Document (this computer is really lousy, and the Internet connection is extremely slow) so I can't play any games. Besides, the only games I know of are really stupid and boring. I can't play DoTA because the computer lags too much, which means I have no chance of winning the game cause after lagging, the mouse goes haywire and it's a mouse-operated game. I wish I could do something productive, like watching a movie or something but there aren't many DVDs worth watching. I watched 'Pride & Prejudice' not long ago. I just can't imagine anyone speaking the way they do in real life. Talk about complex man! There are so many characters, they just keep coming! Mr Darcy is such a proud, arrogant and "unagreeable" character. I don't understand how anyone could fall in love with him. He rarely even smiled in the movie, and when he did, it was to his sister. If a guy like him ever existed in the modern world, I would like to give him a tight slap, and hopefully leave my hand print on his face. But the ending was a little sweet at least. Just a few weeks ago, I watched 'Lost in Translation' on TV. It was showing at night, and since it was a Saturday, I wanted to sleep late. It won an Oscar, I think, so I thought it would be a nice movie. God, I was wrong. It started off with Scarlet Johansson's ass (gross I might add) and the plot was the most boring and confusing thing ever. Most of the movie consisted of a character staring out of her hotel window. There was hardly any music playing in the background. But I bore with it until the ending, which was extremely bizarre. I would say it is one of my most hated movies, next to 'Stepford Wives', which is about robot wives in a much too perfect neighbourhood. Cyn had a nightmare about it (haha). I once watched it just to creep her out. I love making her feel like shit, she's so full of crap anyway. Just in case she asks me to kiss her ass in my tag board, I'd like to add that I can't tell the difference between her but and her face because they're so alike, so if you still want me to kiss it, tell me where is it. :) // Saturday, March 17, 2007, 2:12 PM I'm a little bored, so I did the song thiny... How are you feeling today? Under the Tracks –Coldplay Hmmm, a song about someone leaving home and trying to be independent? Does that mean I feel free? Will you get far in life? Learning to Breathe-Switchfoot A song about a guy falling in love but gets hurt badly? Does that mean I won’t get far? How do your friends see you? When God Fearin’ Get the Blues-Carrie Underwood A song about independent women with the blues and Mustangs? Cool! Will you get married? In My Mind-Heather Headley I’ll get married in my mind? I guess that means no… What’s your best friend’s theme song? Solitaire-Clay Aiken Sad… What’s the story of your life? Fallin’-Alicia Keys Dam, I’m gonna keep falling in love in someone who doesn’t love me? Why does my life seem so sad? What was primary school like? Goodbye My Lover-James Blunt Oh god… so I lost my lover…Dia Dia you better shut up about Andy, he’s a mushroom, not a homo sapien, or even an animal for that matter How can you get ahead in life? Be Somebody-Ford Minor Cool, so I have to be somebody despite everyone saying that I would be nothing. I’m gonna blow everyone away, here that Cyn? What’s the best thing about your friends? Hey Ya-Outkast I don’t get it… What is in store for you this weekend? Unfaithful-Rihanna I’m gonna cheat on someone? Oh god… What song describes you? What I Like About You-Lilix So everyone likes me…SWEET! To describe your Grandparents? Just Friends-Gavin DeGraw A song about a girl who was caught cheating on a guy…What’s that supposed to mean? That my Grandparents don’t love each other? How your life going? Hallelujah-Rufus Wainwright Does that mean it’s going great? But the songs a bit sad, so I guess that’s a no… What song will they play at your funeral? Diamonds Are A Girls’ Best Friend-Moulin Rouge Soundtrack I’m gonna die a materialist??? How does the world see you? Time of You Life-Nimrod “Something unpredictable, but in the end is right” I like the sound of that Will you have a happy life? A Moment Like This-Kelly Clarkson So I’m gonna fall in love? Huh? What do your friends really think of you? Reflections-Christina Aguilera So they think I’m pretending to be someone I’m not? Sad… Do people secretly lust after you? Twenty-four-Switchfoot I don’t get it How can I make myself happy? We Are One Tonight-Switchfoot Find myself true love? What should you do with your life? Since You’ve Been Gone-Kelly Clarkson Destroy my ex’s house? Cool… Will you ever have children? Just Lose It-Eminem Huh? // Wednesday, March 14, 2007, 3:07 PM I'm so depressed. School life sucks, especially the early hours. I never get enough sleep... I have soooo much homework. Damn it! I have to write 1 English and Chinese compo (chi one must be about a crescent teacher! Boring!), a newspaper article (not a review BTW, a real article), a script on a play I haven't even thought of yet, memorise everything there is to know about crescent for CME test, and memorise every single type of plastics and wood and what they are used to make and remember every tool and they're parts and uses for D & T, not to mention all the other WBs and WSs I have to do... Then I have to come back to school on Tuesday from 8am-1.30pm... SIAN.... I wish I could do something exciting, or go visit some place. The things I'm doing now give no meaning to my life, so why do I have to do these things? Haiyah, why can't I do something that makes me happy now, and not plan for a future no one can predict? We're all gonna die of Global Warming sooner or later. Then I have to learn how to swim... // Friday, March 9, 2007, 10:04 PM The Hunter As I soar as a bird in the sky With the world beneath my wings I look into the horizon And breathe in all the beautiful things Suddenly a pang of pain hit my wings And my heart raced in fear Everything turned a deep crimson And out escaped a tear My pallid wings turned scarlet And a drop of blood plummets to the ground Every beat of my wings Sends me further down My wings painfully give way And as I tumble forever down I look longingly at the sky Until at last I hit the ground In agony, I turn my head around And catch the glimpse of a gun In the hands of a hunter Under the hot scorching sun A bullet shell had pierced my wings And created a large hole Thick rivers of blood streamed out of it And out leaked my soul -Elaine (The Genius) // Friday, March 2, 2007, 4:59 PM |